We're in a holding pattern now that has lasted for quite some time. I went to my hairdresser this weekend and she said, "you seem so calm today." I had to think about it for just a moment. I think what was different is that in this wait I reached my breaking point and realized at my core that it's not worth stressing about. Everything is truly in God's hands and as hard as it is...sometimes for the big things in life and the little things in life...you just have to wait and be ok with what is.
So if you're waiting, please know you're not alone. There are others out there waiting too.
However, more importantly, God is there to help carry the load.
They that wait upon The Lord shall renew their strength, they shall mount up with wings as eagles. They shall run and not grow weary, they shall walk and not faint. Isaiah 40:31